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yeongho jjok
 Posted: Jan 21 2018, 11:29 AM
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It was one of these days on which Yeongho actually was able to step back from his idol life and work, only to enter the business world of his family backwards. There was a small line which was called private life, but but honestly, it didn't make a big part of his life. He wasn't really unhappy with that, probably only stressed, but he hid it behind a business smile and some easy-going words to go on with the work he had to do, whatever this work was.
The meeting today took the whole day, and he was only able to leave in the early evening. It was still january, cold and dark, but he wasn't bothered by that. He enjoyed the dark nights more than some of the days, especially when the sun was just too bright for him. He was light-sensitive and nocturnal, almost like a vampire. And, of course, just as handsome!
He should have hurried to get back to the dorms, but he didn't. He looked at the night sky occasionally and didn't take any ride home - his father had offered him that he could be driven home, but not today. He felt the urgent need to be alone with his thoughts and the night sky, the stars whose light was so far away. Millions and billions of light years were in between them, but the light reached them. He smiled faintly, thinking about their own sun being a mere star somewhere else.
For a moment, he stood still in his business outfit with his tidy appearance. Some other business men were rushing from one place to another, but he didn't bother. He just looked up and wondered.
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junmyeon shin
 Posted: Jan 21 2018, 01:46 PM
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api kamkamhaejin nae nuneun
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At this time of the evening, Myeo knew he should have been home and resting for the next day's comeback stage. But all he had been doing lately when not on stage was rest, and it was getting old. Yes, he needed to take care of himself more carefully than he used to, but that didn't mean he was just going to stop living.

The day he did that was the day he retired from his idol career altogether.

Originally, the plan had been to drop by the studio where his boyfriend was still working and pay him a visit. Maybe he couldn't stay as long as he wanted to, but the diversion wouldn't hurt him. After that, though he'd still been restless and wanted to do something that was a little out of character for him. Winter wasn't kind to his arm, making it ache, but getting outside in the cold weather was something he'd always enjoyed doing.

So instead of calling for a car, he decided to make the walk home. Dressed as he was, in a dark coat, beanie and a scarf wrapped around the lower part of his face, it was very unlikely that anyone would recognize and bother him. Walking helped him clear his head when other tasks wouldn't, and he was able to enjoy the feeling of being a little less than noticeable for once.

Walking along with his head turned up towards the sky, he barely noticed anyone around him until a figure registered in his peripheral vision. Stopping in his tracks and glancing at the other man, he realized they were doing something very similar.

"It's a beautiful view this time of year, isn't it?" he asked, breaking his usual rule. Comeback time meant he really shouldn't be talking much, but Myeo didn't exactly care. He'd been following the rules lately, and a little bit of conversation wouldn't hurt him.



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yeongho jjok
 Posted: Jan 23 2018, 06:04 PM
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Yeongho didn't seem to be the only one around here wandering close to nighttime, looking at the stars for a moment and refusing to come home quickly. Maybe stuck in some time of the day in between day and night, but the sky was too dark and the stars too bright to reason this statement.
He looked around in faint wonder as he heard the voice, looking at the slightly lighted silhouette of the other person. He did not recognize him at the first sight and looked at the stars again, now there were two people standing there wondering. Wondering about what?
"Yes, it is indeed - especially this time between evening and night, I think," he answered, his face unmoved but his eyes reflected the wonder he got from the faint light of the stars. Then he turned his head to the person who talked to him again, looking at the man who was a little bit smaller than Yeongho. He was all wrapped up in dark colours whereas the visual of Storybook was dressed in bright, white colours. His coat was white, the scarf he wore was coloured in something between cream and beige. Not really the most unremarkable person around here, but he preferred being outstanding a little bit, he was the visual of his group after all, right?
"It's never too late to wonder a little bit, huh?" He looked with this smile at the other people rushing around. This smile which was filled with a certain melancholy and which only was visible around this time of the day when he was looking at the sky again. But there was this vividness, too. He started to wake up, maybe.
"Did you ever wonder," he started another question again, "if the light of our sun becomes starlight somewhere else?" Of course it would. It was a rather stupid question, but something laid behind everything. Something even Yeongho had yet to discover.
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junmyeon shin
 Posted: Feb 20 2018, 07:35 PM
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Nodding in acknowledgment of what the other man said, Myeo reached up and tugged his scarf down slightly so his voice was a little less muffled. Not that it made that big of a difference with them in close proximity, but he was used to making accommodations so he didn't have to repeat himself.

Glancing around at those passing them by, he tried not to let his mind wander to what he needed to be doing - he should be rushing home as well, looking after his voice and ensuring the comeback would continue to run smoothly. But this new routine of his left a lot to be desired when it came to group performances. His life got too tied up in his physical condition and he couldn't enjoy simple things like looking up at the stars as often as he'd like to.

"No, it's not," he agreed readily, throwing his usual concerns to the wind right now. He would be fine tomorrow, he'd done much worse and handled it since the incident.

Besides, thinking philosophically about something he'd always wondered about the sun was just the kind of distraction he needed right about now in his life. "Now that you mention it," huffing out a soft breath, he smiled. "I think so. Logically, it can't look the same elsewhere in the universe as it does to us here. Our galaxy isn't the center of everything." As much as some people would like to think that, it didn't make sense.

"Though I wonder how bright it is...I guess that depends on where you see it from." Tucking his hands back into his pockets, he glanced upwards again. "Still a pleasant thought of what our corner of the galaxy might look like elsewhere...I hope it's pretty."



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yeongho jjok
 Posted: Feb 23 2018, 11:18 AM
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The life of idols, what it that desirable? They would miss the most easiest of things. The everyday life they had before and what did they gain? For some, nothing. The love of so many, but what did it count if it was just an ephemeral feeling? He started to think things like this whenever he looked at the sky, but then he was reminded of the reason behind this all.
Life was worth living.

It was one of his thoughts right now while Yeongho was looking at the sky. Talking about something entirely else. He nodded as he heard the words of the other - it was naive to think that the human being was the center of everything. "I now wonder if there's anything like a 'center' at all," the visual of Storybook added, "Maybe it's another question of perspective, the point from which we see things. Our sun might be a star, might be a sun. A star might be a sun, a star. Our moon is not the same like Saturn's, like Neptune's."
Another nood. It depended on the position. Almost everything did, in the end. A smile appeared on his face - it maybe was. "Do you think the stars are pretty?" he simply asked. "Maybe we're just the same." Their solar system was a star somewhere, and maybe, other beings tried to figure out how many planets they had, how many stars around them, asteroids, whatever.
"It always keeps me thinking that I'd like to visit the other places of our universe someday," he said then, looking down at the earth for a moment. "But our world itself is so big a place, and we can't even get to know every piece of it." They lived in a really beautiful world, with so many wonders and miracles. His face darkened slightly. He should live. Live and see all the things he had ignored.
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