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Apr 28 2018, 02:39 PM
CONTENT WARNING: Hospitalization, health issues and mental health discussion/details

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One day, maybe Zhi wouldn't feel like he was being a burden on his family any longer. During his entire stint in the hospital so far, that had been nagging at him. With everything else going on in their lives, now they had to take time out to look after him. It was something he couldn't stop thinking about, especially when the other thoughts swirling in his mind quieted down thanks to the medications he was being put on.
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He knew all of this was an adjustment period, something that had to happen for him to adjust to his new reality and the decisions he'd had to make for his own benefit, but it wasn't getting easier. Curled up in bed like he was at the moment, spinning the ring on his finger, he was having a hard time grounding himself in the present.
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Until the door opened. Blinking slowly and looking up, Zhi inhaled when he realized who it was. Fang was taking the day off to look after Chen's mother, and naively he'd assumed his other siblings would be too busy with their own plans to show up. But apparently not...he had an idea that this was thanks to his father, who had visited that morning. "Lan, you didn't have to...show up," he said, before the reason in his thoughts caught up with him.
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Wincing, he curled up a bit more securely, wrapping his arms around his knees. It wasn't that he didn't want his sister here, but...it wasn't like his mind was fully cooperating with him right now.
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<center>@Zhilan Choi</center>

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Apr 27 2018, 12:46 AM
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Staring at the same spot on the wall was only good for one thing - making Zhi forget to blink. Rubbing at his stinging eyes with one hand, he made a sound of frustration and put his head back on the pillows. He wanted to be anywhere but here right now. Anything would have been better than this.
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Pulling his legs up next to him, he picked absently at the hem of his robe sleeve. At least he was in his pajamas now and not in that stupid gown from a few days ago...but none of this meant he was comfortable. The video was behind him, he knew his group members knew already - and that everyone else was going to know very soon if CM hadn't already announced it.
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Not much time left until he gained the reputation of being the one to bring Shiny Shiny down. Stomach lurching as his anxiety spiked along with the thought, Zhi gritted his teeth and closed his eyes tightly. At least there was nothing in his stomach to throw up this time, even if his body still tried to heave.
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God, what he wouldn't give to have these fits pass by without making him taste bile. Tears rose in his eyes, not for the first time that afternoon, and he brushed at them irritably. At least his siblings weren't here to see him right now, they'd gone down for a late lunch a little while ago.
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No one needed to see him like this, not when he was so pathetic and couldn't even get a grip.
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Forcing himself to breathe slowly in an attempt to calm the fit - like he'd had drilled into him since his arrival - he managed to take the edge off of the panic, even though it was still there.
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At least he could breathe a little easier until the door opened again. Turning his head with a frown, he expected to see one of the nurses or one of his siblings - but it was a very different face he caught sight of. "...Hae?" he mumbled, feeling the blood drain from his face.
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posted: 4/27/2018<br>[Sitting up in his hospital bed, Zhi is only able to make eye contact with the camera for a brief moment before he's looking away] This wasn't how I wanted to do this, but I don't really have much choice right now...
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[Taking a moment to steel his nerves, he looks back towards the camera again, eyes a little too bright] I want you all to know before the official article comes out and the speculation starts...I'm...leaving the group. [Zhi's breath hitches audibly, and looking to the side doesn't hide the tears leaking from the corner of his eye] You all already know I'm in the hospital, and it's just...I can't take the pressure anymore.
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I can't...can't do this any longer. I can't be the kind of leader my...Shiny-K needs, and it's not fair for me to be pretending otherwise. It's not...listen, I want you all to know it's nothing against any of you, it's something wrong with me. I don't know how I ever pretended I was strong enough to handle this kind of pressure for so long and this is what I get.
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[Managing to look back at the camera again, Zhi manages a smile, though tears are still streaking down his face and his voice is close to breaking.] I'm sorry...I really am. If you're angry at me, that's fine. I want to try to talk to you all when I'm better, if that's something you even want. If not, that's...something I can understand too and I'll just...leave it alone.
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I'm sorry, again... [There is a brief shot of someone else's hand covering the camera lens before it shuts off completely]
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White Day had never been as much of a big deal as it had been today. Sure, in years past, Zhi had gifts to give out after Valentines day gifts he received, but most of his energy had gone into whoever he was dating - Jae had been the one to make him get his shit together first about the holiday.
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This year was more complicated. His morning had been spent with Jae - breakfast, gifts and basically just wasting time together in a way they hadn't been able to do since Hawaii - and then the afternoon had been for Haena(and Mako, though both of them were a little more focused on paying their girlfriend back for her kindness on Valentines day instead of each other).
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Zhi hadn't really expected for Fang to pull a fast one over on him, but it shouldn't have been a surprise. His brother was just supposed to be driving them back to Sealight to drop him off before taking Mako back to CM.
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Catching Fang's smirk as he moved to get out of the car, he gave him a look, then realized Mako was sliding out of the car on the other side and felt his breath catch in his throat. "You two have fun, the dorm is yours," Fang said, his laugh making it clear this had been planned.
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Getting his brother back was on the list of things to do, but Zhi kept that to himself as he and Mako went into the building and headed up to the residential floor. Opening the elevator doors and looking out both ways to be sure no one was hanging around, he motioned for his boyfriend to follow him and led the way to his brother's dorm.
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Unlocking the door quickly, he ducked inside and waited for Mako to follow him, letting out a breath as he shut and relocked the door. "God, did you know about this ahead of time?" he asked with a huff, turning to look at his boyfriend. His expression softened, and he held out both hands. "Not that it's a big deal, it's just a...surprise."
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Being talked down from an anxiety attack didn't get rid of all the lingering emotions. As much as Zhi appreciated what Alfred had done for him - again, this wasn't the first time this had happened in recent memory - he was still not at his best after their conversation. Not that he expected to be at an event like this, with all the pressure that came with it.
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He needed his family here, more than usual. At least he was fortunate enough that Lan had been among the group selected for the medley performance, since neither Fang nor Tao were here yet. Zhi could see them later, but right now he really needed to see his sister.
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Activity around the stage was starting to pick up, and his groupmates were off somewhere now where he couldn't easily see them. Sneaking off again would have been less than ideal, but he didn't have to now. Standing still and looking around, he finally spotted Lan and let out a soft sigh, bracing himself as he walked over to her.
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She knew what was going on with him, and wouldn't be surprised to see him. Hands tucked into the long sleeves of his undershirt, he moved until she could see him - to avoid sneaking up on her - and gave her what he hoped was a more genuine smile than it felt to him, even if it wouldn't fool her.
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"Jiejie-" he started, giving up when the rest of the words got stuck in his throat, and gave in about whatever little pride he had left to hug her. No one in his family would judge him, but out of his siblings Lan was the least judging about things like this, something Zhi could be grateful for right now.
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<center>@Zhilan Choi</center></div>
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